Should I?

I haven't found a reason why I should stay.

I don't know why I bother to stick around.

I just feel lost in this world of sorrow and hate.

And I feel like I could never ever be found.

Too much drama, too many hurtful things,

Too many people bringing others down.

Makes me feel sick, sad, depressed and alone,

Like I'm in a vast sea adrift, might even drown.

I'm trying to find the one reason, the why,

The who or what that'll make me stay.

But with all I have tried to do, have done,

I feel like I'll never see another happy day.

Should I stay here and suffer more pain?

Or should I just be done with it and leave?

Should I stick around for my family and friends?

Should I just hope for the best and believe?