I Said No

My innocence was lost

Because I said no

But you took it from me

Then you called me a hoe

You laughed at my tears

You hurt me again

You said I belong to you

I never did back then

I said no but you said yes

You took my virginity from me

And you bragged to your friends

I will never be able to flee

I tried to run away

I fought you the whole time

But you were stronger

And you committed that crime

I have been used

I will never be the same

You treated me like property

Like this was some kind of game

I said no but you didn't care

You laughed at my pain

And you took my innocence

I cried my tears of rain

I will try to come back

I will try to forget

But you torment me

And post vulgars on the net

You know that no means no

And it always will

But now I wish for death

And I wish for death still

As I write this poem

The memories cause me pain

But I have to get this out

And hope it leaves my brain

I said no, I screamed it

You beat me while you took

And I'll never be the same...

But you're nothing more than a crook

I tried to take pills

I tried to take my life

I wanted to get rid of this feeling

And be rid of all this strife

NOTE:



this poem was written about the worst day in my life

I didn't intend to share it with anyone but since this is my blog...

I can't keep trying to hide this part of my past

So here's my poem, please don't judge me

Sincerely, Stacey Marie