Temptress

She's a temptress don't let her fool you

She can steal your soul before you know it

Ginger hair and eyes a lovely shade of blue

You'll fall in love without even showing it

She's a temptress but she doesn't think so

They all tell her how lovely she is all the time

But she looks in the mirror and doesn't see it

But her emotions can turn like a spinning dime

She's a temptress, the whole world knows

She will steal your heart and you'll be lost

She thinks she's nothing special in this world

But she risks it all for his love at whatever cost

The Dark

The dark is calling to me again

Demanding I come for a stay

Filling my head full of lies

Trying to to take my life away

The dark whispers sweet nothings

Making me believe all it has to say

Filling my heart with this dread 

Making my soul fade to the gray

The dark is temptimg me right now

Making me think everything is okay

But deep in my heart I know it's not

But it wants me to hurt in this way

Not Strong

I'm not strong anymore

I can't take this kind of pain

Many days I want to die 

But my tears pour like rain

I'm not strong anymore 

I feel sick deep in my soul

Things keep ruining me 

And has created a big hole

I'm not strong anymore

I find myself in endless tears

I'm trying to find that light 

To get rid of all of these fears

Glass

Pieces are all around me on the ground

Broken shards of this frail heart 

Be careful where you may step 

For those tiny shards may tear you apart

Shattered pieces strewn all around

Emotions of all kinds thrown like trash

Just look at me with my shattered heart

Why must you always be so rash?

What is this Thing?

What is this thing you call Life?

A beautiful thing y ou say so full of strife?

What is this thing that you call Love?

Enchanting they say like the wings of a dove?

What is this thing that you call Hope?

Dreams of the future to help you cope?

What is this thing that you call Pain?

So much sorrow but what is there to gain?

What is this thing that you call Joy?

Does it know that your heart is not a toy?

What is this thing that you call Life?

Yes it's all of that... cuts like a knife!

The End

When everything you have tried

Has finally come to a screetching halt

When all the love you have given 

Feels like nothing more than a wound with salt

When all your conversations 

Have simply died down to nothing

What is there left to give 

When you used to be something?

Dreams and plans have been killed 

Because of the cruel hand of fate

Sometimes you find yourself wondering 

If all the plans you have are too late

Nothing can compare you for this 

All the pain that you have in your heart

The feeling like you don't belong 

How do you mend? How do you start?

Been Thinking

Been thinking too much

My brain is about to explode

I don't know what's wrong

Or why I'm in this thinking mode

Been thinking too much

A lot of thnigs are on my mind

Sometimes I feel overwhelmed

Like there's something I need to find

Been thinking too much 

And I just need to slow down

So much going on in my life 

That I feel like I'm about to drown

Been thinking too much 

And my thoughts go from good to bad

Sometimes I can't help my thinking 

When things are happy or sad

The Game of Life

This is the game that we play

This is the life that we live 

This is how we see the day

This is how we are able to give

They call it the game of life

But I call it a way to cope

Because life isn't always a game

But can be like walking a tightrope

This is the game that we play

This is the life that we live

This is how we see the day

This is how we are able to give

They say that life is to be enjoyed

But some live their life in so much pain

We each must learn how to survive

And find out what there is to gain

This is the game that we play

This is the life that we live

This is how we see the day

This is how we are able to give

Do Not...

Do not underestimate me for the person that I am

I may look like a weak little white girl but little do you know

This girl packs a punch and is a fighter through and through

I have so much to offer than what I am able to show

Do not think that I am some weak minded fool 

That doesn't know what the difference between good or bad

I know much more than you give me credit for 

But luckily your negativity towards me won't make me sad

Second Chance

I thought that my life was over

It felt like everything had come to an end

Then something happened to change that

Because it was him my first love did send

I didn't want to fall in love again

I tried to fight it with everything in me

But the more I talked to him I couldn't stop

And now because of him I can finally see

I was given a second chance at life and love

And I will cherish this with all that I am

Now my life has a new meaning to it 

I am grateful for this love... like holy damn!

I find myself missing him when he's gone

And wanting to be near him every day

He has given me a second chance

And I am his second chance in a way

I thought that my life was all over

But now I know that isn't at all true

Because I have him and he has me

And this love we have is all brand new!

How Do I?

How do I tell you what is in my heart?

How do I begin... how do I start?

How do I tell you the way that I feel?

Would you understand this love that is real?

How do I tell you my deepest desires?

I'm afraid that you won't get my inner fire!

Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish that I could portray

Something wonderful and beautiful as the day

Sometimes I wish that my life was grand

Something as nice as touching your toes to the sand

Sometimes I wish that I had a magic spell

Something that'll help me with what I need to tell

Sometimes I wish for things I cannot get

Something always holds me back with a fit

Life

It seems like life has no meaning

And yet is has so much to give

Right when you think it's over 

You find that reason just to live

It seems like life can be so cruel

And yet there are many good days

When you think it couldn't get any worse

You find the happiness that helps you stay

It seems like life can be a mystery

But it's an adventure both good and bad

All we need to do is find our own way

And make this life the best you ever had

Shots Fired

Shots are fired in the dark

But does anyone do a thing?

Shots are fired and no one cares

They just pretend it's another fling

Shots are fired and a life is lost

But nobody cared enough to stop it

They went along pretending it was nothing

I don't understand any of this shit

This world is supposed to care 

And stop a crime when shots are fired 

But this world is full of selfish people 

And what about the protection we have hired?

Shots are fired... it could of been stopped

But nobody really gives a shit anymore

Because it's all about me me me and not you

And lives are lost all the time but what for?

We Are

We are the world's lost children

Seeking and trying to find our way

Some of us are lost in the darkness

And some of us find a way to stay

We are the world's precious treasures

The future that may seem so bleak 

Some of us succeed when others fail

But all of us have something we seek

We are the world's way of surviving

Because it is us who will help it to heal

Some of us find the light while others don't

But it's our world... this is how we deal

The Things that Go Bump in the Night

The things that go bump in the night

The things you think do not exist

Watch out for them for they will pounce

Watch out before you are gone with a twist

The things that go bump in the night

You think they're not real but they are

They'll come after you when you don't expect it

And they will leave a mark, a deadly scar

The things that go bump in the night

The creature hiding under your bed

Do you remember what happens?

Do you remember that thing that you dread?

The things that go bump in the night

That thing that's lurking in your closet

Don't fret, just turn around and flee

Before it's aware, you don't want to see it upset

The things that go bump in the night

The things that make your skin crawl

The fear that you have but you don't know why

It's waiting for you... but try to forget it all

The things that go bump in the night

They only have power if you give in to them

So try if you dare to ignore those things

Don't forget to turn on the lights and count to ten!

You Have Turned Me Around

You have turned me around

Surprised me more than you know

Things I thought I knew... I didn't 

And now there is this inner glow

You have turned me around

Shocked me with your admiration

Told me things I thought were fantasy

Love professed without hesitation

You have turned me around

Given me a reason to believe again

Shown me what my worth is 

And all this because... well, you can

You have turned me around

And it seems you have always known

It's like my heart has spoken to yours 

No longer will they feel all alone

-No Title Yet-

You promised me forever 

Then you went away 

Forever didn't last that long

Why couldn't you just stay?

You said we'd have many lifetimes

But I feel like everything is gone

I want to be able to see you again

I can't even listen to our song

You promised me you'd never give up

You said that you would always fight

But now you're no longer here

I'm finding it hard to even see the light

I wish you knew how much I miss you

And how I cry for you every single night

I long for you loving embrace again

When I was with you everything felt so right

Why did you have to go away?

You were meant to be with me forever 

Now I feel like a piece of me has died 

And I'm not sure if I'll ever feel all together

Story of Woe

Come and sit with me for awhile

And let me spin you a tale of woe

A story about a girl facing problems

Of a girl who wants everyone to know

You see she is misunderstood 

She has been bullied to no end

She has wanted to end her very life

But those bullies, they would not bend

Come and sit with me and listen please

You will finally understand that she is me

And you will know everything about this girl

So let me tell you... so you can finally see

Depression

Depression has hit me hard today

I can't think without shedding a tear

I don't know why it can't leave me alone

And what is it that I have to fear?

Depression has settled within my soul

And it's making my heart feel so weighted

I want this burden to go away right now

But it has settled as I had already stated

Depression wants to destroy the person I am

Because it doesn't like when I feel glad 

It's heavy deep within the heart of me 

And it seems that all I know is to be sad

Glorious

The light pours from my skin 

It shines brighter than the day

I am stronger than I seem 

And this is how I will stay

I am proud of this woman I am 

For I have nothing to fear

I have always given my all 

And you must know that I care

The light pours from my skin 

Because I am glorious in a way

Not to be confused with an Angel 

Just the person I am this very day

She Walks

She walks in grace

Beautiful as can be

She believes she's ugly

And isn't able to see

So many tell her otherwise

But she doesn't believe them

She's broken but graceful

Like a flawed Sapphire jem

She walks in silence 

Her head is always down

She tries to share a smile 

But it always turns into a frown

She believes she's doomed

Fated to be alone forever 

To never find the love she seeks

And she doesn't believe, never

She walks in beauty

But she doesn't see 

She shines above all others

Wishing she could just be

Vision of a Dream

I saw a vision of a dream

At least I thought it was a dream

A vision that was bright as day

I don't know what else to say

This vision was of someone lost

I remember because of what it cost

A life that came and went too soon

I remember the songs he would croon

This vision was of my Dad

His love for me always made me glad

Dad came to me out of concern

And told me that my life would take a turn

He said that his love for me is forever

And his love for me won't fade ever

He told me to do what's best for me

And a happy life is in store that he can see

He told me to stop worrying so much

And to remember that family will always keep in touch

He said that I am his little Light Fae

And I always will be forever and a day

A Friend Like No Other

A friend like no other

Someone I can confide in

A friend who I know cares

And won't get rid of me on a whim

A friend that I can trust

Someone I can give my heart

To tell him about all my problems

And that's just the start!

A friend who'll be honest

Who won't try to hide things from me

Someone who'll be there no matter what

And who'll help me to finally see

A friend like no other

A friend like you

Someone I love

And who I know is true

I am Not a Barbie Doll

I am not a Barbie Doll

So quit trying to make me into one

I am not perfect nor do I wish to be

Why can't you see what you have done?

You have tried to change me

Tried to mold me into this perfect image

But you cannot change who I am

You have caused all of this unnecessary scrimmage

You seem to think you are perfect

But truth be told you are far from it

You like to point out my flaws

When you can't admit to your own shit

I am not a Barbie Doll

If you want a perfect woman go buy one

I will never be the woman you want

Because my imperfections make me shine brighter than the sun!

Love is Real

I once thought love was a fairy tale

Just a dream that could never come true

I thought that it wasn't real or for me

Out of my reach... until I finally met you

Now I know that love is real 

And is within my reach this very day

All I have to do is look at you 

And listen to the loving words you say

Love is real, for me as it is for you

It's not a dream, a fantasy, or out of reach

It's as real as my beating heart 

And it's something that I cannot teach

Love is something that'll find you

When you don't expect it at all

It's there before you even know it

And it'll be there to help catch you if you fall

I'm the Kind of Girl

I'm the kind of girl you can hate

I'm the kind of girl you could love

I'm the kind of girl with a lot of anger

I'm the kind of girl with wings of a dove

I'm the kind of girl you will want to marry

I'm the kind of girl you will want to crush

I'm the kind of girl you can never forget

I'm the kind of girl that can make you blush

I Will Paint...

I will paint you a dream

One so beautiful you will cry

I will paint you a fantasy 

One that'll make you want to fly

I will paint you a portrait

One of an angel so lovely and bright

I will paint you an irish lass

One who is as lovely as the moon light

I will paint you an image 

One of someone who is special and true

I will paint you my love 

Because that's how I feel for you

Days

There are days when everything goes wrong

It seems like fate is working against you

But you need to remember that it's your life

Your path and fate will eventually give in too

Sometimes you'll have those good days

And sometimes you'll days that are bad

You'll feel happiness and you'll feel pain

But you'll have to smile instead of being sad

Just live your life the way you are meant to

And don't let fate or anyone get in the way

Because in the end it's you that makes it better

From yesterday, tomorrow and even today!

I Wonder

I wonder if I turn you on?

Am I even desirable at all?

I see myself as this ugly duckling

But what happens when I fall?

I wear my heart upon my sleeve,

I fall and I tend to fall hard...

But then I get played again and again,

Will my heart always be in a shard?

I wonder if I am even beautiful?

I mean look at me... do you see my flaws?

I don't see myself as others see me,

I see nothing that'll give anyone applause.

I wonder what is wrong with me?

I can't seem to get a grip on this life.

Everyone I loved has betrayed me...

And all I'm left with is anguish and strife!

What Gives You The Right?

What gives you the right to bully me?

What gives you the right to treat me like shit?

What did I ever do to you that was so wrong?

Why are you throwing this huge hissy fit?

Do you not see that what you're doing is wrong?

Do you not see how much of a hypocrite you are?

Why do you continue to lie and bash me?

These lies you keep telling won't get you far!

Why don't you grow up and act your age!

I thought you were so much better than this

But it seems that you're nothing but a big child

A player, that I once loved but I will never miss!

Do you think that ruining friendships is funny?

Do you think that hurting others is a game?

What the hell is wrong with you?

Is this how you seek your facebook fame?

I Wonder What It Feels Like

I wonder what it feels like

To be loved, truly loved for who you are

I wonder what it feels like

To be someone's bright and shining star

I wonder what it feels like

To be his everything, his cherished treasure

I wonder what it feels like

To be his love, not only his pleasure

I wonder what it feels like

To be chased instead of chasing him

I wonder what it feels like

To know he'll love you upon every whim

I wonder what it feels like

To be beautiful, not only on the inside

I wonder what it feels like

To be open with him, and not want to run and hide

There Was A Time

There was a time I thought love existed

Until the day came love just walked away

I often find myself shaking, crying these tears

And I'm afraid of losing him this way

There was a time I thought I was finally happy

Until the day came that my whole world fell apart

I sit alone in the dark mourning the loss...

That love finally decided to break my heart

There was a time I thought I could believe

Until the day came, everything said was lies

I often go back on the words we said to each other

And find myself shattered... but I can't give up and die

There was a time... I tried to win him back

Until the day came... I realized he doesn't want me

I vowed I would never give up on him... I just can't

But I'm afraid there is no room in his heart for me

There was a time... 

That I wanted to die

But giving up everything

Would be the worst lie

I Think I Lost My Way

I think I lost my way

I lost my will to live

I'm fighting to get out

I have nothing left to give

I think I lost my way

I don't know if there is hope

I'm fighting for my love and sanity

I guess this is how I will cope

I think I lost my way

I can't stop thinking of him

I don't eat or sleep anymore

I feel like everything has gone dim

I think I lost my way

I wish there was a way out

I just sit here and cry

I can't even scream and shout