There Was A Time

There was a time I thought love existed

Until the day came love just walked away

I often find myself shaking, crying these tears

And I'm afraid of losing him this way

There was a time I thought I was finally happy

Until the day came that my whole world fell apart

I sit alone in the dark mourning the loss...

That love finally decided to break my heart

There was a time I thought I could believe

Until the day came, everything said was lies

I often go back on the words we said to each other

And find myself shattered... but I can't give up and die

There was a time... I tried to win him back

Until the day came... I realized he doesn't want me

I vowed I would never give up on him... I just can't

But I'm afraid there is no room in his heart for me

There was a time... 

That I wanted to die

But giving up everything

Would be the worst lie