I Tried

I tried so hard to be the best

I tried to be better than the rest

I tried to be the one that you'll love

I tried to be gentle as a dove

I tried to be the woman of your dreams

But trying was useless it seems

I tried and I failed so bad

Now my broken heart has me sad

I can't stop crying even if I try

And I bet you don't even know why

I tried to be your everything 

It was you that made my heart sing

I tried and I tried but all I did was fail

This can't be the end of this tale

I have hope yet and love to give

I will keep trying for you... I will live

I can't stop loving you like you did me

I can't just let go... I wish you could see

I tried to believe the things you once said

But now I know the lies that are in my head

I tried to be something, but I am just trash

To be tossed way... it seems my love was rash

I tried and I tried but you gave up on us

Now I just want to ride the suicide bus

I know I can't just end my life because I still have hope

Plus I know you love me still, it's how I can cope!