The Shadow

The shadow comes to surround me

I feel anger and hate from it

I need to escape it's deathly claws

If I don't I'm afraid I'm in for some deep shit

It's trying to destroy me

It wants me dead I can tell

I need to find a way to fight it

And banish that thing back to Hell!

I can't fight the shadow alone

It tries to trick and decieve me

It knows that when I'm with my love

I'm stronger than it ever could be

My family will banish it again

They will keep doing this each night it shows

But I keep wondering when will this end

I need it to be gone, so when? Who knows?

He that conjured it up hates me

He hates Draven and wishes us both dead

But together we are strong

And it's our strength this thing will dread!

With my family, and Draven's family

We will banish this thing to the pits of Hell

Then we'll take care of he who conjured it

And then finally, all is gonna be well.

Tavian

His past doesn't define him,
His future is here and now.
He doesn't put up with bullshit,
Nor will he cower down and bow.

He'll be there to help you,
If you ever need him just call.
He'll cheer you up with his attitude.
You'll never see him drop the ball.

He thinks it's funny when you kick him,
He's a wise ass that's for sure!
He's family, someone you can trust,
What more could you ask for?

I Walk

I walk this path to my reality
Remembering days from my past
Changing the days to my future
Trying to make everything last

I walk this path to my reality
Wondering where the next turn will be
Finding each and every step worthwhile
Because in my reality you're with me

I walk this path to my reality
Always loving you all the while
Knowing I will always find you
No matter the distance or the mile!

Me

I have looked in my mirror of myself
And I believe I am who I was meant to be
All my flaws make me a better person
All of my imperfections make me... ME!

I have looked in my mirror of myself
And I know I couldn't be anyone better than me
Because there is no one that could compare
To this person I am now... and now I see!

I Am but a Distant Memory

I am but a distant memory
That you find in the dark corners of your heart
Someone who you think of every now and then
Then you wonder what was she that I set apart?

I am but a distant memory
A figment of your imagination long gone
You only think of me once in a blue moon
Then you wonder what did she do that was wrong?

I am but a distant memory
Long gone from this world today
You had once loved me...
But in this world I couldn't stay!

Vivid Dream

I finally crawled into bed last night, late.
With visions of you still in my head.
Anticipation pounding in my heart.
All my senses filled with your existence.
As I escaped into the dream world I know so well,
I took you with me.

We walked down the beach together.
Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them.
The wind kissing our faces gently.
The sand giving way under our feet.
The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand.

Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world,
We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass
that seems to have been put there just for us.
We talked for what seems to be hours.
Never running out of things to say,
feelings to share, thoughts to exchange.

I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours.
Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other.
Almost as though they were making love to each other.
Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others.
A soft and gentle smile exchanged.

Our bodies seemingly without direction move toward each other.
The desire almost unbearable.
The passion burning in our hearts so overwhelming.
We are unable to maintain control of our own destinies.
Our bodies become one.

We make love in such a way that direction from Venus herself must be at hand.
Only paced by the rhythm of our hearts.
Accelerated by the hunger for more.
The cycle seemingly never ending.
Hunger and the attempt to satisfy it.
Our hearts thundering like a storm on the sea of love.
The frenzied yet graceful, almost poetic energy abounds.
We erupt in a flow of passionate waves that humbles the nearby sea.

As we lay secure in each others arms in the shade of the giant tree.
Listening to the song that the wind and surf play just for us.
Feeling love not surpassed by Romeo and Juliet.
We drift into a world in our minds that we share in a way that is unexplainable.
A connection of souls.

I awaken to another day.
Turning to touch you.
You are not there.
It was a dream, and now just a memory.
The feelings still in my heart.
The vividness of the encounter still in my mind.

First Time

The first time we touched, you held me so tight

that feeling I felt only felt so right.

Things were moving kind of fast and I felt ashamed

You made me feel so comfortable

and said no one is to blame.

You made love to me that night and also the next day

Things went fast I wondered what you would say,

You didn't say a word just held my hand,

That made me feel closer to you....

you were that perfect gentleman.

We are miles apart and I wonder when I will see you again,

I can't wait till I kiss you, hold you,

and just see you.... my lover, my best friend.

Sexual

You whisper into my ear

Sweet things that make me weak,

Then you look into my eyes

With your mysterious provocative gaze,

Causing you to touch my skin

To feel the burning of your flames,

Caressing me with a love that is real,

Then you kiss me...

As I feel your wet eager lips

Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving,

To feel the poison...

Of your blood boiling throughout your soul

Sending electrify emotions

Stimulating pure intoxication,

As your hands flows over me;

Touching every curve and every part of me...

It seems I move my legs apart automatically,

As you lift me on the mystical ride

While my body you know I will guide,

Just listen to our song

Making love all night long,

The flames of passion, desire and love

Is taking control over us,

You put your hands in my breast,

As I feel a sensation so exciting,

When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips

Every time you do that,

It gets more and more fulfilling

Let me feel those sensations,

As I feel you deep inside me

Feeling a rage so incredible to resist,

As all I want is to let go

Of all this love I have in store,

You got me twisting...

Soaking wet,

I feel you as you are pausing deep inside me

And then I feel you pull out and pull back in,

I moan from pure delight and ecstasy,

I get the shivers,

But...

Is from the fire lit inside my being

My body is slippery everywhere,

I scream...

Please, harder and harder,

I call out your name...

Crying out in anguished bliss

A slight sigh...

''A gasp for air''

This fire is so immense

So full of energy and heat,

Even water could not quench

This fire inside of me,

Cause your love...

Always will remain

Burning there endlessly,

Cause you make my erotic senses rise,

While you take me higher and higher

Than I have ever been

In the mystical ride of yours,

That I just can't get enough

Because without you and your love,

There would not be a hot sexual taste in me.

Story of a Boy and Girl

Let me tell you a little story
It's a story of a girl and a boy
It's a story about a fateful meeting
Where there is nothing but love and joy

This story starts at the beginning of time
When this boy and girl just met
They didn't know it back then
But fate had their meeting set

Now their love is an unconditional one
Where it's written in the heavens above
Through the stars in the endless sky
It's where their souls share their love

They are forever destined to be together
From this life to the life that's after this
The love that they share is something of dreams
Where this is nothing but ecstasy and bliss

If you haven't figured out this story yet
It's the story of you and of me
It's how much we love each other
And how we help each other see!

When I Write

When I write I let my spirit sing
I let my heart say the words my feelings bring

 I allow my words bring new images day and night
I allow my soul to bring me that inner sight

When I write I let my spirit sing my song
Through my poetry, be it short or very long

I allow others to see what I can see
And I show them what it is to be me

When I write I let my imagination go
I am given fertile ground for my gifts to grow

I allow everyone in this secret world of mine
And now they know what it's like to let your light shine!

I Pray for Those

I pray for those who need to heal
I pray for those who just need love
I pray for those who don't understand
I pray they seek guidance from above

I pray for those who have been broken
I pray for those who have been lost
I pray for those who need to see
I pray for them all no matter the cost

I pray for those who could use a friend
I pray for those who cry day and night
I pray for those who have anger in their hearts
I pray that all of them will be given the light!

Do You Want To Google Me?

Do you want to google me?
Well, be my guest and go right ahead!
What do you think you'll find?
Or are you just gonna judge me instead?

Do you want to google me?
If you're feeling fly then go for it!
Do you think I'm afraid of you?
I could care less for your dramatic shit!

Do you want to google me?
Who's stopping you? Not I!
Awww, I'm sorry you didn't hurt me
Are you gonna just sit there and cry?

Do you want to google me?
Please, there are better things to do in life!
Try getting off your ass and go outside!
Oh, I forgot you like to cause all this strife!

Do you want to google me?
Go ahead... I'm giving you the invitation
You should look in your mirror first,
Before you judge me with your damnation!

I Soar

As I leave this empty nest

I take wing and I fly

All the pain is left behind

No more will you see me cry

I soar to the heavens

I soar to the stars above

I'm free to be who I am

I'm flying on the wings of a dove

Everything that hurt me

Is no longer there

Just love and happiness

And the people that care

As I leave this empty nest

I wll fly into a new tomorrow

I leave behind the hatred

I leave behind the sorrow

Mason

He may act like he has a heart of stone

But deep inside he actually does care

Though it may be hard to cut through his shell

And you may freeze up with his icy stare!

Now his battle has just started to begin

With his inner demons deep inside

But remember he'll always be your friend

And maybe someone that you can confide

Try not to piss him off with your stupid ways

For he'll go off and then you'll lose a friend

But all in all he's one that you can trust

And he's now my brother 'til the very end!

The Color of Family

The color of family is infiniate
It is the color of unconditional love
All the colors throughout the world
From the ground to the heaven's above

  The color of family is all of you
Across each and every continent
It is what I see in everyone I love
We are an extended Family that's set

Nothing can break who we all are
Nobody can tear us apart
We are the color of family
We are love, heart to heart!

Happy Birthday Draven!

On your Birthday I wish you all the love in the world

I wish you absolute contentment, pleasure and delight

I hope that all of your dreams and desires come true

May every second of the day be filled with enchangtment

And that your Birthday is full of light and merriment!

I hope exquisite and wonderful surprises come your way

To make this your Birthday the most magnificent day

With tons of smiles and amusement, pleasure and applause

Fresh contentment that stays throughout the entire year

I hope your Birthday brings all of these and so much more

Filling your life with surprise and joys in abundance!

So on this very unique, very wonderful and special day

I would like to say something very special to you

I hope you'll always come across a long life full of pleasure

No matter where you may go or what you may do

With a new candle on your cake each and every year,

With no need to show any kind of displeasure

Be delighted that you have the ability and adequate potency

To blow all of those candles out each year your Birthday comes!

I'm wishing you the happiest of Birthdays yet

A Birthday too extraordinary to ever leave your mind

With so many wishes and lots of smiles too

Special Birthday prayers and wishes coming your way

So my Dark Angel, Have a very Happy Birthday!

I hope that all of your Birthday wishes come true

May you have a great time this day and find much happiness

In everyone that surrounds you and everything you do.

Happy Birthday to you with love from my heart!

I just want you to know I love you so very much too!

Always and Forever we have promised each other

And Always and Forever we will remain together!

Will You?

Will you love me when I'm gone?
Will you remember me at all?
What will your memories of me be?
What will it be like in the long haul?

Will there be any more joy?
Or will there be so much sorrow?
I want my memory to be happy
So you have something to talk about tomorrow!

Will you love me when I'm gone?
Will you remember me at all?
When will the pain finally go away?
When will I receive Heaven's call?

The Wind

I am at my best with the wind in my face,
When overcoming the challenge, with pace.
The pace that requires more effort, more strength.
But once gained momentum, endures with great length.

It's easy to sit back, placid and calm
Comfort is only a relative balm.
It seems an advantage, better than strife
But is dulled by stagnation, stifling life.

Progress needs movement, energy, drive,
No chance for improvement if you do not strive.
Nothing's for nothing: cause and effect.
That which you work for, you've more chance to get.

So give me the wind, let it blow in my face,
The more I confront, the more strength I'll embrace.
Steps are not mounted, nor challenge overcome.
Without certain courage or effort be done.

Mallory

So meek and meager

Mild and very shy

She's as sweet as can be

And do you know why?

She's Mallory, my sister

She's kind and oh so sweet

And sometimes she's silly

But she's the best friend you could meet!

She can be very quiet at times

But that's because she don't know you

Don't ever hurt her feelings

Because then you'll meet my shoe!



You're The Only One

When I think of the things I love about you
My heart fills with a joy
That would take a lifetime to consume

Your eyes, your touch
Your smile, your hugs
Your laughter, your walk
The sound of your voice whenever you talk

 Your worries, your fears
Your desires, your dreams
Everything about you mesmerizes me

My wish is to make you smile
To make you happy
To make all your dreams come true

Because my heart knows
You’re the only one for me.

I Don't See Me As You Do

I've never looked at myself

With the eyes of my loved one

You see I'm not a great beauty

My light people would always shun

I'm not what you call beautiful

I do try to give all that I can give

Even though I'm not as graceful as a swan

But it's for his love that I do live

I have tried to see myself differently

But it's always the bad things I remember

Somehow being beautiful just doesn't matter

Of this human race, I'm not a very good member

I'm not perfect, nor do I claim to be

I will try to be the very best friend

But don't try to force me to see as you do

Because somehow I know I can't in the end