Pasted Smile

Is my smile pasted on?

Yes, I am good to go

Glad I can hide this

So nobody will know!

Just keep on smiling

Like nothing is wrong

Don't say a word 
I wonder, do I even belong?

Pretend you are happy

Don't even shed a tear

Because if you do

They'll know your fear

Just paste that smile on

And pretend you are alright

Keep on smiling and grinning

Make sure they can see in their sight        

Ballerina

she danced suspended

caught in a web between

sweet pleasure and pain

a moth whirls around a flame

lithe ballerina twirls

along a razors edge

graceful are her steps

she dances without fear

wild and free she moves

arms reaching for heaven

safe in knowing no doubt

he would never let her fall

Touch

Touch so light, could it be real?

Tenderness that I do feel!

Light fingers touch upon my skin
Bringing me pleasures once again

Gently touching and exploring me
Making me feel alive and oh so free

Softly touching and teasing here and there
Allowing a sigh escape without a care

A touch so light that it feels like a ghost
But he who touches me, I love the most!

Heaven is Sin

His tanned hands on my pale skin

Awakens me once again

Gently he strokes down my curves

Never does he waver or swerve

He knows every inch like the back of his hand

When he touches me nothing could be more grand

Fingers find the secret place

As he stares into my face

He knows I am turned on by his touch

He knows I love him so very much

He keeps touching and teasing as he goes

This pleases me in ways he only knows

He whispers his love for me in my ear

And tells me he'll always keep me near

He continues with his journey on my skin

Until he can make me explode once again

I quake, I shiver with just his touch

Fingers move outside, inside and such

Then finally his fingers leave me

Only to be filled with him in such glee

He makes love to over and over again 

Who knew Heaven could feel like such Sin!       

Just Me

You always tell me what you think of me
And you're always trying to get me to see

But what you see in me I do not
Even though you did give it a shot

I want to be beautiful but that would be a lie
Sometimes it hurts and the jealousy makes me cry

But you're always there to wipe my tears
And to always comfort all of my fears

I wish to be this beautiful girl that you see
But the only thing I can be is just me

Grow for Me

Grow for me... as I stroke

Inside I want you to poke

Grow for me... in my hand
I want to feel you be so grand

Grow for me... please, I beg you
Love me like only you could do

Grow for me... as I ride high
Touch me and hear me sigh

Grow for me... don't ever stop
I feel the urge that's about to drop

Grow for me... let me taste and lick
Oh my heart it beats so quick

Grow for me... until we finally explode
So warm it felt as I did rode

Taste of Lust

Acid sting, taste of lust
Release has now become a must
Itchy skin, comfort gone
Mind filled with these thoughts – so wrong

Rage and sex, wanting this
Seeking what I need for bliss
Rip and shred, keep going
I know I need, I need something

Kiss of fire, blazing ice
Need so strong, take me twice
Grunts and moans, wicked grin
Laughing with this need to sin

Swallowed pleasure, rising heat
Curling toes, stomping feet
Sighs of bliss, washing peak
Masochist, painful streak

Sadistic urges, forced on me
I take it all quite happily
And as I come, in this dark night
I think I almost feel alright

The Kiss of the Vampires

Please, not the blood of mine!
Under clouds of black and grey,
Harpoons of lightning strike:
Fangs white – delight of fright!
My life is now to pay.

Drink up! and savour please
Mine guest, my pleasure be.
Possessed - your spell now takes –
My mind in change of state,
Me thanks, for now I’m free.

Black and White

The world is not black and white

Things are such colors in my sight

There is the smallest of flowers

That have the sweetest of powers

To the tiny red ladybug

Who seems to be so snug

The mountains are always so vast

Purple, greens, and blues that seem to last

The colorful birds you see in the sky

Sweet songs that always make you cry

The grass beneath my feet

When they are bare feels so neat

The sky seems to go on forever

Always holding this world together

This world will never be black and white

Until the day finally turns to night

  

      

Wings of Love (Draven wrote this with me)

Stanzas by me are in blue

Stanzas by Draven are in black

Take me in your arms

And let us soar into the sky

Allow us to become one

We're always free when we fly

We drop all our worries

Whipping and weaving through the air

We join together to become complete

A love like ours is so rare 

We become one soul from two

As we soar on wings of sheer gold

Nothing could sever the bond we share

All we need is each other to hold 

 You tell me to take you higher

I take you beyond the skies

We keep flying together as one forever

We know true love never dies

Just Fade Away and Die

Just curl up in a ball and let it go

I wonder what it would feel like to die?
Slowly fade away from this world
I'm tired of the reasons to the why

I just want to fade away from this world

No longer be the person that you knew

I wonder would you even remember me?

I hate that I'm constantly feeling blue

Laying in bed all day just makes it worse

Thinking about ways to do it consumes my mind

Tired of living in a world that's so cruel

Whatever happened to people being kind?

I need a way out, and escape from all of this

A way to forget the emotions from the pain

I want to just fade, just wither away and die

But if I did that what would I really gain?

Flood of Tears

The flood of tears drown my soul
As I sit in the middle of my bed and cry
I can't figure out what has come over me
I can't figure out the reason why

I just sit here and continue crying
Allowing my tears to stain my soul
Flooding the bed sheets all around me
I just feel like there's a great big hole

The flood of tears drown my soul
I seem to just cry for no reason at all
I wonder if these tears will ever cease
Or will they continue to just fall

I Wish...

I wish to be beautiful
I wish to be this person you see
I wish to be something more
But alas... I am only me

I wish I could shine
I wish to be brighter than the sun
I wish to always glow
But alas... I am just this one

I wish many things
But they will never come true
I wish for things not important
But that's okay... as long as I have you

Happy New Year

My Happy New Year wish for you
Is for your best year yet,
A year where life is peaceful,
And what you want is what you get.

A year in which you will cherish
The past year’s memories,
And live your life each new day,
Full of bright expectancies.

I wish for you a Holiday
With happiness galore;
And when it’s done, I wish you
Happy New Year, and many more.

Our Love Making

You kiss your way down my body
Your tongue teasing my hardened nipples
You nibble and bite ever so slightly
As you pleasure me to the triples

Then further down my body you go
And your tongue works it's magic on my clit
You make me scream out your name
My orgasms come in multiples that are split

I quake at the slightest of your touch
As I arch my back to meet your lips
I grab your hair as I scream out for more
As you drink in each orgasm with long sips

Then when I think I could take no more
You take me to a new level of high
Your fingers stroke me as your tongue plays
You make me scream out, you make me sigh

Then as your fingers still play
You nibble on my inner thighs
Then slowly in such torturous teasings
You tongue takes me up to new highs

Slowly ever so slowly you finally enter me
With your already hardened cock
You pound me slowly at first then faster, harder
You enjoy making my whole world rock

When finally we both are spent
You take me in your arms and hold me tight
You tell me that you will always love me
And I'm more beautiful than ever in your sight

With both our naked bodies glistened and wet
We soak up each other in every touch
Content with our love making, we finally sleep
Before sleeping, I tell you that I love you so much!