Depressed

I hate this feeling deep inside

Where I just want to fade and die

I hate this feeling of being alone

Wishing you'd call my phone

I hate this feeling of being so cold

Wishing it was you that I can hold

I don't like this feeling that I feel

Not knowing if all of this is real

I don't like not being told

If I will die or will I grow old?

I don't like feeling this depressed

I just feel sick, alone, and oh so stressed!

Hating my Reflection

Screaming "I hate you"

Directed at a mirror

This isn't what scares me

But what that I do fear

Is the fact that I mean it

That is the truth

Because

I smile because

it keeps me from frowning

I laugh because

it keeps me from crying

I stand out because

it keeps me from backing away

I love because

it keeps me from fading away. 

Thoughts on Paper

I spill out my thoughts on paper

Black and white for all to see

But to me they are more than color

They will always be a part of me

I spill out my thoughts on paper

For everyone to know how I feel

My thoughts are poetry in motion

It's what makes this part of me real

I spill out my thoughts on paper

Memories tucked away for another day

Always there to look back on

Always there they'll forever stay! 

Lost Brother

I love you and wish you were home
It hurts to think of you so alone
It's not the same without you here
The reasons why you were taken are so unclear

But now you are home, finally here
I have so much to tell you that I want to share
I can't wait to get to know my big brother
You are someone I look up to like no other

You have a musical talent that outshines all
Just to hear you sing is like a magical call
You have other gifts I know you will find
But your greatest gift is your love that's so kind

You're finally home and of that I am glad
Without you here I was always so very sad
I knew there was something missing I couldn't find
But now I have you back, how could I of been so blind?

I love you and I'm so glad you are here
I will always love you and show you I care
Don't ever stray or go far from home again
We have a life to remember, so where to begin?

Your Whore!

Take me now

Do it again

Make me cum

Scream in sin!

Take me hard

Take me deep

Enjoy what I have

I'm yours to keep!

Please take me now
I can't wait no more
Fill me with your seed
Make me your whore!

Lipstick Covered Lips

You wake to my soft laughter

Tied spread-eagle to our bed

Bound tight with soft leather

Your body hard with anticipation

I pounce with feline grace

Ready to devour you completely

Your naked body a fresh canvas

For my lipstick covered lips

Smearing rings of red up and down

You gasp as I take you deeper

With each inch of your aching cock

Throbbing in my hungry mouth

You move with the rocking of my head

My deft fingers stroke your shaft

Coaxing you to spill your hot seed

Over my full lipstick covered lips

Love Is...

Love is…
The beginning
And the end
And everything in between

Love is…
Taking moments
And making memories
Together

Love is…
The unspoken,
The unwritten,
All the things
We don’t have to say

Love is…
The golden thread
Binding us together

Love is…
The mundane,
The ordinary
And the everyday
Made extraordinary

Love is…
Not making promises
Its keeping them

Love is…
Being comfortable
With each other
Even in the silence

Love is…
Is a dream fulfilled
Or a wish come true

Love is…
Not fearing the quiet
Not doubting in the silence
Not feeding your insecurities
Not being jealous
Jealousy is not love

Love is…
Not a metaphor
Nor is it figurative
Or expressed in symbols
Love just is

I Never Knew (Draven wrote this with me)

Stanzas by me are in blue

Stanzas by Draven are in black

I never knew

When I wished for you

That the wish I wished

Would soon come true

I never knew

When I dreamed of you

In the dreams I dreamed

You would love me too

I never knew

When I kissed you

That there would be sparks

That would go through

I never knew

When I made love to you

That it would be so perfect

For one to be made of two