Second Chance

I thought that my life was over

It felt like everything had come to an end

Then something happened to change that

Because it was him my first love did send

I didn't want to fall in love again

I tried to fight it with everything in me

But the more I talked to him I couldn't stop

And now because of him I can finally see

I was given a second chance at life and love

And I will cherish this with all that I am

Now my life has a new meaning to it 

I am grateful for this love... like holy damn!

I find myself missing him when he's gone

And wanting to be near him every day

He has given me a second chance

And I am his second chance in a way

I thought that my life was all over

But now I know that isn't at all true

Because I have him and he has me

And this love we have is all brand new!

How Do I?

How do I tell you what is in my heart?

How do I begin... how do I start?

How do I tell you the way that I feel?

Would you understand this love that is real?

How do I tell you my deepest desires?

I'm afraid that you won't get my inner fire!

Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish that I could portray

Something wonderful and beautiful as the day

Sometimes I wish that my life was grand

Something as nice as touching your toes to the sand

Sometimes I wish that I had a magic spell

Something that'll help me with what I need to tell

Sometimes I wish for things I cannot get

Something always holds me back with a fit

Life

It seems like life has no meaning

And yet is has so much to give

Right when you think it's over 

You find that reason just to live

It seems like life can be so cruel

And yet there are many good days

When you think it couldn't get any worse

You find the happiness that helps you stay

It seems like life can be a mystery

But it's an adventure both good and bad

All we need to do is find our own way

And make this life the best you ever had

Shots Fired

Shots are fired in the dark

But does anyone do a thing?

Shots are fired and no one cares

They just pretend it's another fling

Shots are fired and a life is lost

But nobody cared enough to stop it

They went along pretending it was nothing

I don't understand any of this shit

This world is supposed to care 

And stop a crime when shots are fired 

But this world is full of selfish people 

And what about the protection we have hired?

Shots are fired... it could of been stopped

But nobody really gives a shit anymore

Because it's all about me me me and not you

And lives are lost all the time but what for?

We Are

We are the world's lost children

Seeking and trying to find our way

Some of us are lost in the darkness

And some of us find a way to stay

We are the world's precious treasures

The future that may seem so bleak 

Some of us succeed when others fail

But all of us have something we seek

We are the world's way of surviving

Because it is us who will help it to heal

Some of us find the light while others don't

But it's our world... this is how we deal

The Things that Go Bump in the Night

The things that go bump in the night

The things you think do not exist

Watch out for them for they will pounce

Watch out before you are gone with a twist

The things that go bump in the night

You think they're not real but they are

They'll come after you when you don't expect it

And they will leave a mark, a deadly scar

The things that go bump in the night

The creature hiding under your bed

Do you remember what happens?

Do you remember that thing that you dread?

The things that go bump in the night

That thing that's lurking in your closet

Don't fret, just turn around and flee

Before it's aware, you don't want to see it upset

The things that go bump in the night

The things that make your skin crawl

The fear that you have but you don't know why

It's waiting for you... but try to forget it all

The things that go bump in the night

They only have power if you give in to them

So try if you dare to ignore those things

Don't forget to turn on the lights and count to ten!

You Have Turned Me Around

You have turned me around

Surprised me more than you know

Things I thought I knew... I didn't 

And now there is this inner glow

You have turned me around

Shocked me with your admiration

Told me things I thought were fantasy

Love professed without hesitation

You have turned me around

Given me a reason to believe again

Shown me what my worth is 

And all this because... well, you can

You have turned me around

And it seems you have always known

It's like my heart has spoken to yours 

No longer will they feel all alone

-No Title Yet-

You promised me forever 

Then you went away 

Forever didn't last that long

Why couldn't you just stay?

You said we'd have many lifetimes

But I feel like everything is gone

I want to be able to see you again

I can't even listen to our song

You promised me you'd never give up

You said that you would always fight

But now you're no longer here

I'm finding it hard to even see the light

I wish you knew how much I miss you

And how I cry for you every single night

I long for you loving embrace again

When I was with you everything felt so right

Why did you have to go away?

You were meant to be with me forever 

Now I feel like a piece of me has died 

And I'm not sure if I'll ever feel all together

Story of Woe

Come and sit with me for awhile

And let me spin you a tale of woe

A story about a girl facing problems

Of a girl who wants everyone to know

You see she is misunderstood 

She has been bullied to no end

She has wanted to end her very life

But those bullies, they would not bend

Come and sit with me and listen please

You will finally understand that she is me

And you will know everything about this girl

So let me tell you... so you can finally see

Depression

Depression has hit me hard today

I can't think without shedding a tear

I don't know why it can't leave me alone

And what is it that I have to fear?

Depression has settled within my soul

And it's making my heart feel so weighted

I want this burden to go away right now

But it has settled as I had already stated

Depression wants to destroy the person I am

Because it doesn't like when I feel glad 

It's heavy deep within the heart of me 

And it seems that all I know is to be sad

Glorious

The light pours from my skin 

It shines brighter than the day

I am stronger than I seem 

And this is how I will stay

I am proud of this woman I am 

For I have nothing to fear

I have always given my all 

And you must know that I care

The light pours from my skin 

Because I am glorious in a way

Not to be confused with an Angel 

Just the person I am this very day