I Wonder

I wonder if I turn you on?

Am I even desirable at all?

I see myself as this ugly duckling

But what happens when I fall?

I wear my heart upon my sleeve,

I fall and I tend to fall hard...

But then I get played again and again,

Will my heart always be in a shard?

I wonder if I am even beautiful?

I mean look at me... do you see my flaws?

I don't see myself as others see me,

I see nothing that'll give anyone applause.

I wonder what is wrong with me?

I can't seem to get a grip on this life.

Everyone I loved has betrayed me...

And all I'm left with is anguish and strife!