My Friend, Not My Friend

My friend, my dearest friend

I haven't seen you in a long time

Do you ever think about me?

I think about you all the time

I lost you so long ago

With a petty arguement we had

Sometimes when I think of you

I get emotional and feel so sad

My friend, my dear dear friend

Will you ever come back to me?

I'd like to see how you're doing

But if you want I'll leave you be

I think about you every now and then

And I miss the fun times we had

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time

And erase everything that was bad

My friend, no longer my friend

It's sad to think you are not

All that's left of you is memories

My memories I have is all I got

You ended our friendship on a bitter note

Which had me in tears and feeling down

I miss how you used to make me laugh

Just by being yourself acting like a clown

My friend, if you haven't noticed

I'm thinking about you today

Sometimes I wonder how you are

And if everything with you is okay

You will always be in my thoughts

Even when I don't want to think about you

So much has happened with my life

I wanted to let you know I'm okay and what's new

So my friend, I don't want to say good-bye

But hope that one day we will talk again

On that day I know things will be different

But I still can't wait to see your silly grin :)