I Don't Want to Feel This Way

I don't want to feel this way anymore

I don't want to feel anything

I'm tired of always getting hurt

And not being able to feel my heart sing

I don't want to always hurt when I feel

I should feel love and not feel pain

But my pride and heart get in the way

And I keep wondering what I have to gain

I don't want to be second best anymore

I want to be important, to be number one

But that's selfish and I shouldn't feel that

I want to feel love, happiness, and much fun