I Don't Want To...

I don't want to go back to the way I used to be

Because that was a hellish time of life for me

I don't want to lose this love that I have now

So I will fight to keep it someway, somehow

I don't want to go to bed crying every night

I'd rather find that joy, happiness and that light

I don't want to lose out on so much I have gained

My heart was once broken, shattered and stained

I don't want to go back to the way I used to be

I'd rather be the woman that you see right now in me