Sometimes...

Sometimes, even though I'm surrounded by love
I feel so very alone
Sometimes, even though I'm awake
I feel like I'm asleep
Sometimes, even though I know it's real
I feel like it's all been a dream
Sometimes, even though I am happy
I feel like I'm dying inside
Sometimes, even though I want everyone to be happy
I feel like I am selfish

Sometimes, even though I am alive
I feel like I should be dead
Sometimes, even though I act like I have the answer
I feel like I just want someone to help me
Sometimes, even though others say I'm pretty
I feel like I'm more hideous than ever
Sometimes, even though I have tried
I feel like just giving up

Sometimes... I just don't know anymore